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When I am feeling the smile and don’t have anything in particular to share ; is when I read everybody’s post and commented .. as I felt that part of ‘aha’ moment i me as well, and felt the presence tickling me with my choice of ‘buttons’ and phrases and feelings and spreading of something I don’t yet know. <\/span><\/div>\n
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Remembered some words which I had forgotten, and wonder how many words I have forgotten despite noting down Micheal word by word. And transfer those to my experience file digitally. Still I feel I was not there. I was reading the story of Krishna.. who at birth was transported to another kingdom by his jailed father across the other side of the river ‘Yamuna, to a friend’s place who had a baby girl that night. He was a person never uttered a lie in his life,. So when his tormentor asked him about the newborn he replied that they have got a girl, and not a boy. I used to wonder how come he didn’t remember, and if he remembered , then it is a lie. But if he didn’t remember, how can it be a lie? But how could he not remember the episode? I do get to realize now a days that in the utter moments of despair or ecstasy one forgets the odd moments.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n
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So it is an ecstasy I am living through along this journey. So many memories erased, and not understood with its rationality that held me down for so long, become worthless to contemplate even. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n
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And this new feeling  of self-awareness, to know thyself thru the experience of others. What an expansion!<\/span><\/div>\n
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